this is me i and myself

im a type of girl THAT :

- keep her promises

- love someone with all her heart.

- hangout at mamak's .

- wears big shirt and sweat pants and tie her hair like bun.

- eat alot.

- blogging at midnight.

- easy to wake up in the morning.

- cant cook but TRYING

- love to walk.

- love to play guitar heroes

- love to watch football, she is adie hard fans for chelsea :)

- sleeps with MATPET, her blue bear.

- hate math so damn much.

- love hungging people.

- uncountable guy friends.

- make her own money.

- wear bangles

- wear bright blue and pink nail polish.

- love balloon instead of flowers.

- closes to siblings.

- high ambition

- loyal

- hard to trust people.

- love to sport.

- can be a country girl

- hard to forget.

im a type of girl that DOESN'T :

- wears shorts.

- comb my hair.

- smoke.

- choosing.

- wear eye liner.

- listen to others say.

- copy others trend.

love me or hate me :) you choose.

the reason why im still single but not available

who doesn't want to be in love and to be loved. if you doesn't want that, i think you should go and meet some experts. i dont want some random guys like others. i just want a guy that love me for who i am not for something i have. i just need to find one regular normal guy that when he walk pass through me and i would say, 'i never met him before'. nahh. i want that such a guy. not some hotstuff nor rich. for me, that doesnt matter at all. what really matter is he can make me laugh all day long, make me feel like im the luckiest girl in the world and will never let me fall into the boring-ness hole. by the way, im so not piking at all. im just chosen the right person who i can lend him my precious heart. this heart has been broken so many time. for once, i will never lend it to someone who doesnt learn to appreciate it. for now, i still cant find my right person eventhough i had met out with bunch of guy that really wants me to be their princess. but somewhere in my heart tells me, one day he'll show up. god save someone for me. i just need to keep searching.

i love this song so much

hopefully you're going to sing me this song one day. :)

MID TERM

okay, start 9 mei, nadh akan mengadap exam mid term -..- haih. gila tak prepare apa pun. baca pun malas. asyik mengadap laptop je. penat lah nadh pikir mcm mana nak betul2 concentrate. last last nadh dapat idea :) nadh maybe akan stayback kat sekolah sampai petang then terus gerak tuition :) haa, tu je cara mcm mana tak asyik melekat dengan baby laptop ni :D alahai, dah lah nadh ada 22 papers kena jawab. exam pula sampai 27 mei. tak boleh lama lagi ke cikgu ? haha. but nasib baik lepas tu terus cuti sekolah two weeks. haih :D nadh sayang cikgu tapi kalau punya lama mcm ni, perghhh, sabar je lah ye -..- so, now, nadh aim, paling paling pun taknak ada yang fail. and sekurang kurangnya 3 a's :) amin. doakan nadh.

loves <3

so true

PEOPLE : damn, you move on so fast.

NADH : no, i've just learned to let go quicker. i choose not to waste too much time sulking in my own misery. thank you.

FUCKKK YOU

Honestly, I have come to hate you. Something I promised you never would happen. Just like you promised me forever. Well, I guess somethings aren’t forever and I guess some promises can’t be kept. You said this break up was for my own good but you hurt me more than you even know. So you are wrong, You went wrong. Not me. I did everything I could to be the best for you. I was willing to change everything. Maybe I went wrong there. I have to do things for me too. Well I am now. I am having fun, finally. Those days with you are gone. Go ahead and try to find someone better than me. Because you wont. But I will find someone better than you. Our memories will fade because I want them too. That chapter in my life is over and I wont go back. New chapters are starting to reveal themselves. And I am ready for them. So goodbye to you. I dont need you anymore. Have fun with whatever you do or whoever you are doing. Let me know when you “find yourself.” Because I would LOVE to see who that is because the person I was happy with is not who you are today.

BEST FRIEND FOREVER

Qaedy Ardani is the greatest friend i ever had. he’s always there when i needed someone to talk with. he been there for me though thin and think. remember when i fall into the deepest dark and never got any strength to climb back, yeah, qedy was the person who lend me his strength. i know he would never ever let me drown in tears like before. i really am a luckiest person in the word to have such a good friend like him. and i never regret knowing him. yeah, he is part of my life. eventhough he had moved to Sabah, i know we’ll meet again one day, insyaallah. if i can go to Sabah right now even for a while, i would brothaaa. for you. thanks for been there for me. i dump you before because of my ex. and when my ex dump me, you still here standing beside me and you would never let me fall apart. i love you brothaaa from another mothaaah, haha. promise when you come back to KL, we can be hangout sampai kau menyampah tgk muka aku, haha :)

loves : nadh muzafar.