i try so hard not to fall for you,
i try to keep my head above the water,
but i went so down in the end,
i fell so deep that im still drowning,
with no way back to surface,
its killing me,
and i cant let it go,
i cant let you go,
i never wanted it to end,
but you did,
you did it with such force,
i felt my heart break in to more that just pieces,
it shattered completely in to dust,
i feel like i can never fall that deep again because of you,
but i know someday in the distance future,
when i know your heart does the same,
i now that day i will be happy again without you.