hidup baru

nadh suka sangat lagu ni. hari2 nadh nyanyi lagu ni ouh, haha. kadang2 sampai 10 kali sehari. lagu ni mcm ada kena mengena dgn nadh. setiap kali nadh dengar lagu ni, nadh mesti sedih. tak taau apasal :) hmm, nadh suka life nadh yang sekarang. life baru nadh. sekarang nadh dah pandai pilih kawan. nadh dah tau mana yang betul2 jujur dgn nadh and yang mana yang fake. sekarang kawan2 nadh banyak tolong nadh move on. diaorng dah tak nak tgk nadh sedih sedih mcm dulu. and nadh pun dah taknak buat diaorng risau pikir pasal nadh. nadh dah besar sekarang. nadh dah boleh pikir mana yang baik untuk nadh and mana yang tak. tapi kadang2 nadh terlanjur buat salah. nadh pun manusia kan. hmm, Alhamdulillah nadh dah boleh lupakan masa silam nadh. tapi takda lah semuanya nadh lupa. cuma sesetengah benda je :)

i dont mind sharing my story to others.

-It’s so easy to say I’m fine without you, but deep inside I’m hurt and I pretend I’m alright, because you’re doing fine without me.

-I wish I could move on as easy a you, but unlike you, my feelings were true.

-The worst feeling in the world, is when you know you’re losing someone and there’s nothing that you can do to prevent being replaced.

-He's the guy who you should feel sorry for. He had the world, but he thought he wanted more.

-All the things you said, had me hoping that your game was true, I got too comfortable and didn't see the real side of you.

- I'm not afraid to try again. I'm just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.

- I'm sorry I mistook all our laughs, long nights, sweet texts & inside jokes as you caring. I'll think twice before wasting my time again.

- I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you and our memories, and now every song reminds me of what used to be.

- It sucks when you miss that person so much that you look through old photos, old text messages, even old statuses. And it brings a smile to your face, but then the hurt comes back and you know you shouldn’t be looking back, but you can’t help it because they really meant something to you and you thought it would have lasted but it didn’t.

- I could never hurt you the way you hurt me.

-When you left and walked away, what really hurt was how you made it look so easy, like I never meant anything to you. At all.

-No one understands how much you mean to me, not even you.

-Love is when you can't stop looking at him, even if he'll never look back.

-You said i love you, and i said i love you back. The only difference was, i didn't lie.

-I'm going crazy...Trying to be everything you want...I'm starting to think...You want someone that's not me & I can't pretend anymore.

-One day I hope you look back, and regret everything you did to me.

-How can I love again when I can't stop loving the one that hurt me so much?

-No matter what song I'm listening to, the lyrics seem to remind me of you.

-I have tried to forget you, its just incredibly painful and hard. One of these days, fingers crossed, I'll get over you.

-My heart finally realized, what my mind knew all along: he's not worth it.

LIFE IS HARD. DEAL WITH IT NADH :)

Take me back to the night where you held me close and everything was perfect between you and me.

When you think he’s you’re prince charming, but you know you’re not his cinderella, move on.

Nothing is more disgusting than a boy who lies and hurts a girl just to prove he's a man.

Sometimes, I wish I could just fast forward through time just to see if it's all worth it in the end.

Sometimes you have to smile and pretend everything's okay. Hold back the tears, and just walk away.

I don't know what's wrong and i don't know how to explain it... i do know crying helps me get through whatever the hell is wrong with me.

Ive learned that GOODBYES will always hurt. Pictures never replace having been there and Memories, good or bad, will bring tears.

Its funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word.

The pain of having a broken heart is not so much as to kill you, yet not so little to let you live.

No matter how hard I try not to, I will never stop thinking about the way it used to be.

I didnt realize you weren't right for me until it was too late and i was left hurt. i was too busy fallin in love with you.

I cry, but not because I need you back, Not because I want you. But because I finally realize I'm learning how to let you go.

I trusted you, Yeah, that would be my first mistake.

You'll never find the right person if you don't let go of the wrong one.

MAMA..... NAK KAWIN BOLEH TAK ? =) BOLEH DIA TEMAN KAKNGAH KAT GALATASARAY . PRETTY PUHLEASE . HAHA.

LOVES : KOKNGAAAAH :)

broken arrow

it hurts. i cant lie :) like a broken arrow...

i love the way you lie

dulu nadh selalu menangis pasal dia. suma yang nadh buat, nadh teringat kan dia. hmm, bila dia ambik keputusan nak tinggalkan nadh, nadh rasa hidup ni langsung tak bermakna. nadh lagi rela mati dari terus hidup dalam sedih mcm ni. dulu nadh tau nadh takkan boleh teruskan hidup nadh. tapi, Alhamdullilah. sekarang nadh dah boleh teruskan hidup walaupun nadh tak nafikan yang kadang2 masih ingatkan perkara yang dah lepas. kadang2 juga nadh takut dengan bayang2 nadh. tapi sampai bila benda mcm ni nak terus hantui nadh ? nadh tau, kalau nadh terus mcm ni, sampai mati nadh akan terus sedih terkenangkan kisah dulu. jadi nadh dah ambil keputusan untuk teruskan je hidup ni. kawan2 nadh tak pernah putus2 kasi nadh semangat. termasuk kawan2 dia. tapi jujur nadh cakap, mcm mana semangat diaorng kasi kat nadh, nadh still rasa tak cukup. nadh rasa nadh perlukan dia. walaupun ada kadang2 terlintas kat kepala nadh, nadh kena paksa diri nadh benci dia sebab dia dah buat life nadh mcm anjing. tapi tak boleh. sampai lah satu hari nadh tau cerita sebenar daripada kawan dia. taak perlu lah nadh cerita benda tu kat sini. cukup lah nadh cakap cerita tu akan membuatkaan hati setiap seorang perempuan sakit. sakit yang teramat sangat bagi seorang yang menyayangi seseorng itu dengan sepenuh hati. tak sangka begini akhirnya cerita kita. nadh bodoh sebab terlalu percayakan dia. sanggup mengabdikan diri sendiri semata2 untuk dia. sampai nak bunuh diri untuk lelaki mcm dia. kalau dari awal nadh tau cerita sebenar, nadh takkan sia siakan air mata ni. sumpah nadh cakap. menangis sebab jantan yang boleh nadh kategorikan sebagai jantan yang paling tak berguna yang pernah nadh jumpa. sangup mempermainkan diri nadh. sanggup buat diri nadh mcm ni.

YA ALLAH, KAU BUKAKAN LAH MATA HAMBAMU ITU DAN BERIKAN LAH DIA BALASAN YANG SETIMPAL. BUKAN UNTUK MEMUASKAN HATI HAMBA NAMUN SEKADAR MEMBUKAKAN MATA HAMBAMU ITU. AMIN.

After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you, Im broken hearted, I cant let you know, and I wont let it show, you wont see me cry.

I dont wanna know, if you playin me, keep it on low, cause my heart cant take it anymore, and if you creepin, please dont let it show, oh baby, I dont wanna know.

you're looking so innocent, i might believe you if i didnt know. Could've loves you all my life, if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold. And you got your share of secrets and i'm tired of being last to know. And now you're asking me to listen, cause its worked each time before.

there was a day, you threw our love away. then you passed it to someone new. you wanna stay, but since you wanna play, we can finally say were through.